I had this realization just today. The question popped from no where. I was just sitting quietly in one gathering, I was looking at the crowd aimlesly suddenly I felt something. I felt weak and poor and then I asked myself why am I feeling this way, all these are my friends and relitives. They have more money then I do that was the answer that I got from within. Suddenly a burst of aimless goals started popping. I want to earn more money then these people I got to have more luxurious things in life then I can cool my EGO
. Yes EGO or what you can say. Those who donot have want it and those who have just behave as if it does not matter for them. This whole story goes along with the haves and have nots. You must be wondering why am I so much obsessed with money and why do I want it so badly? Yes the answer is once upon a time I had it all and suddenly things stated to evaporate and I started to loose things and went into debt. At that time I wasted my time and felt like I was the king of the world and nothing can touch me, that I was the best and I donot have to do much more. But fate and cirumstances these are the two things that you donot have control over. I lost things and I did not realise it could be worse. I kept benig over confident I will manage it and I will get back everything I lost. But as time is passing away I am loosing grip of my things. I am loosing hope, I donot know when I can achive my goals how will I achieve it. I donot think that I can do it using the scams that are happening on the net. Lets see if I can do it earning money online. Smiles. Smiles. :) :)
I would love to make money on the net but how.
BUT HOW ........
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